Love anything and your heart will be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact you must give it to no one, not even an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements. Lock it up in a casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket, safe, dark, motionless, airless, it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, irredeemable. To love is to be vulnerable.
--C.S. Lewis

Wednesday, December 5, 2012

Life Lately

I would post more but my life is pretty boring right now. All it consists of is going to work at the clinic during the week and then to Olive Garden on the weekends. I don't have much of a social life, except random outings with the twenties group at church. Usually when I get home from work, I'm too tired to do anything, especially on the weekends. My weekends are never restful and never fun.

For the end of October and most of November, I was busy working at the front desk. This consists of verifying health insurance, calling the insurance company (not fun!), talking to the patients about their bills and answering those questions, scheduling patients, etc. I would also try to do my other job which was what I was hired for in the first place, rehab aide. I still helped with the patients and cleaned the tables, and did laundry when I could. It was a lot of work. And I wasn't even doing the full front desk job, only enough of it to keep the clinic going. I didn't know what I was doing most of the time but it seemed to work out (more or less). The reason I was working at the front desk is because our front desk person had to leave because her husband's job was transferred to another city. But this has ended for me now! Another front desk person (they're really called Patient Services Manager) from another clinic in the area has transfered to ours and works for us. So now I am back to my old job! A lot less stress. :)

Work at the restaurant is much of the same. Nothing of interest to report there. Just looking forward to the day I can quit.

And as a side note, I miss Peru every single day. I don't think there has been a single day since I left Peru that I don't think about it and how much I miss it. I miss Nestor and my friends. Nestor tried to come visit me here in the States but his visa was denied for ridiculous reasons of not having enough "ties" to Peru to show that he wouldn't stay in the states forever. I'm not going to dwell on it or comment about the US's immigration policy. He'll come to the states one day, whether to visit or study or both if he wishes.

And I'll leave you with two pictures of my dog, Harpo. The first one is a little funny as he looks like he is sticking his tongue out at me.


And the last one is just a fall picture of him in our backyard. He doesn't really look like an 11 year old dog, does he??

Friday, November 23, 2012

Rita's Wedding!

Another one of my cousin's got married this year (in the same family)! This was the last wedding of the year for me to attend and the farthest one away. We drove from Memphis to Houston, Texas in one day, and the drive was just over 11 hours. It felt so long. I would have gladly helped with the driving but we had rented a car, and according to silly insurance rules, if you are under the age of 25 you are not allowed to rent or drive a rented vehicle. I don't understand this part of the rules but so be it. Besides, my dad probably wouldn't have let me drive as he prefers to drive himself or my mother.

The was a short trip for such a long drive as many of us had to get back to work or school. We left on Thursday, spent all day Friday and Saturday in Houston, and left on Sunday. To say we weren't all tired at the beginning of the work/school week was an understatement.

I have always thought of Rita (I've never actually told her this, but if she is reading this, what I am saying is out of admiration for you and your family since childhood! :) ) as one of those perfect people as I saw her as very intelligent (she finished undergraduate college in 3 years versus 4 because of taking college classes in high school if I remember correctly and because of her intelligence as well), beautiful, fashionable, artistic (she's a great artist!), sociable, etc. I've thought similar things about the rest of her family. Elizabeth is beautiful as well, smart, and kind, and their brother Ryan is the lead singer in his own band which I have always thought was really cool.

Eric, her now husband, seemed like a very kind and good guy. They looked very happy and seemed to fit together well. Their wedding was beautiful, and it was fun to be able to help out at the beginning of the wedding. The bracelets were really pretty and pearls are my favorite.

My sister was able to capture this photo of Rita and Eric. Love it!

My Mom and Dad at the reception.

My sister and I taking our silly pictures.
 
 
Now for a normal picture. 

 
I wish them both a lifetime of joy and happiness. I know they will have many more happy days to come.
 

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

Li Yin's Wedding

When I first started college and talked to upper classmen or friends who had graduated from college, they always talked about how strange it was that all of their friends were getting married. They told me that once I graduate college, I'll most likely be attending a lot of weddings. I had wondered if they were right about that, but they certainly were! This summer was full of them.

In the middle of August, I got to attend my best friend Li Yin's wedding and participate in it. It was so fun to help her prepare a little for the wedding and see the ideas come to fruition. I arrived a couple days before the wedding to help prepare for the wedding. The friday before the wedding we went to the farm to help set up the reception with the tables and set up the lights. Her wedding was on a farm of a friend of her husband's, and it was an absolutely beautiful setting. The weather could not have been more perfect for the set up and for the wedding.

The rehearsal dinner that night was great! It was at Jon's father's house. There were a lot of people there, and almost every one of them told a story about Li Yin and Jon, including me! I'm not much for public speaking so I was pretty nervous. But it wasn't too bad. The stories were all great and so sweet. You could definitely see how many people loved Li Yin and Jon. :)

The next day was the wedding! It was amazing! One of the best weddings I have ever been to. Below are a couple of pictures of the set-up. Jon made those doors standing there in the field so that Li Yin would still have the effect of the opening doors like in the church and the surprise of seeing the bride for the first time. It was a great idea.
 
 
Li Yin's wedding ceremony was set up in a circle around the altar made by Jon. I loved the set-up.

 
 
The wedding included lots of dancing, fun, laughter, and even surprise fireworks! I had so much fun and I know Li Yin and Jon enjoyed every second of it. The groomsmen gave great speeches during the reception. It was hilarious and I was laughing to the point of tears.
 
Li Yin and I before the wedding:
 
 
I wish Li Yin and Jon many years of happiness together! You both deserve the best. :)

Friday, September 28, 2012

Por fin!!!

After searching for computers all summer, I realized within the past month how little I actually know about computers. What I thought the memory was was actually the hard drive, and what I thought was the hard drive was the memory. So I had those two totally mixed up. It turns out that I didn't know anything about processors, the operating system, etc. So I went to different computer stores and asked the opinions of the employees there, and they taught me the basic stuff that I needed and wanted to know in order to get the kind of computer that I wanted. I also tried getting opinions of friends on facebook, but that only confused me more because every one had such a different opinion.

So after a year of not having a personal computer, I finally have one! :) I decided to get an HP because I am familiar with it and it seems like a decent enough of a computer for me. It's an HP ProBook, and it's really nice so far. I am busy setting it up and personalizing it by adding some pictures and music, etc. So far, so good. Now I have a web camera instead of having to attach a separate one which makes me happy. One less thing to worry about.

Now, I'm happy to know this big purchase is behind me. *Sighs in relief*

Thursday, August 9, 2012

Success!

After two months of searching for jobs, and being stubborn about not going back to Olive Garden, it is time to be realistic. Since I am not looking for a long-term job or too permanent job, it narrowed my search quite a lot. I wanted to be able to experience something other than the restaurant work, and I thought I was going to get it with a staffing agency that placed temporary workers in offices. But that didn't work out for me, and I couldn't wait for that any longer. So I decided to go back to Olive Garden. Lo and behold, they do not allow you to work there full-time any more. Which is okay now, because I was thinking of only working part-time and finding a job for the day time. Working there will give me quick money and I'll get a little bit of exercise running around the restaurant like crazy.

After waiting so long, I finally was able to interview with another physical therapy company on Tuesday. I hadn't expected the phone call because I was under the impression they weren't in any hurry to hire and I didn't want to get my hopes up. I received the phone call right when I was about to apply to other part-time jobs that I knew I wouldn't like. I had the interview on Tuesday and earlier today I received the phone call telling me I received the job! I'm so happy about it. And everything just fell into place this week. I'll be able to go to Li Yin's wedding with no conflicts on both jobs. And I'll be able to go to my cousin's wedding too. Such a blessing from God. :)

Although these past two months have not been easy, I think having two jobs will make it easier (although there will be stress added as goes with any new job, especially the juggling act of two jobs). It'll make it easier in the fact that time will pass by quicker and I will be doing something (and earning money at that!).

It's been a good day despite over-sleeping and being late to work this morning. Haha.

Summer

It has been a long two months. Too long. I've gone through a range of emotions.....feeling useless, awkward, sad, depressed, happy, excited, anxious just to name a few. I think it's all due to the adjustment from going from working non-stop Monday through Friday (sometimes into Saturday) and being busy on the weekends too, to doing absolutely nothing and being bored out of my mind. I like my down-time, but I only like it so much. I want to be productive. I want to be useful. I don't like it when I feel like I'm not contributing anything. 

But it's been a good summer regardless! I've gotten to reunite with my family and with my friends, and that has been wonderful. Being able to go to Chesley's wedding was a highlight! I had a lot of fun that weekend and it was so good to be able to see her get married. Here is Chelsey and Roger at the altar:

This made everyone laugh once they knelt down....unknown to Roger:
Me and the beautiful bride at the reception:

Everyone reunited again!! Courtney, Laura, Amanda, Li Yin and Me:


I wish we all lived in the same city again!

Next wedding: Li Yin!! :) Cannot wait.

Friday, June 15, 2012

Home Again

Since coming home, I have been trying to keep myself busy and look for jobs. At first, it was hard, but now I have some possibilities. Like a job interview with a company that places people in offices as receptionists, secretaries, etc. either as a temp or part-time or full-time. They told me I will have to take a Microsoft Word and Excel test. Not sure entirely what that will entail but I hope I know enough to pass. They said I would be there for a couple hours and have a short interview after the test. I also might possibly have an interview with Campbell Clinic next week for physical therapy technician! I haven't exactly gotten confirmation but the guy I talked to on the phone sounded pretty promising (if he follows through on his word). I would prefer this job because it'll be much more related to what I'm interested in doing, but the other job would do just fine too. I could learn some more office skills.

I have also been trying to keep myself busy by making some of the recipes from Pinterest that I have found. Like this:
Pan-roasted Chicken with Lemon Garlic Green Beans


It turned out to be really good except I should have marinated the chicken longer for more flavor. Oh well. Next time!

I also made yeast rolls to go with it. They were good as well, but nothing special.


I was able to visit Knoxville last weekend to see all my friends (except Amanda, but that's next weekend!) and attend one of their weddings! It was so good to see them and I had a really good time. Laura and I at the reception:


The beautiful bride, Jenna, and her ecstatic husband, Benjamin!

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

Memories

Here are some pictures from the last couple week in Peru. I had a great last two weeks and had some good memories.



Some students from my favorite class at the colegio. I know you shouldn't have favorites, but I couldn't help it with this class. I mean, look at those faces!


Making tortugas (turtles) out of styrofoam plates! The kids love art work.


Estela is a wonderful cook! She was like a mom to me when I was in Peru, taking care of me when I got sick, talking to me, helping me with my Spanish, etc. I miss her!

A delicious dish made by Estela! Papa a la huancaina (potatos with a creamy cheese sauce on top) and goat, beans, and rice. Deliciousness!


Nestor and I on a date night out. It was a really good night.


My dinner on date night. Salad with anticuchos (cow heart; I know it sounds gross, but it's really good!), french fries, and sangria. Loved it!

Odana and I on my last friday night at my favorite restaurant, Caramel Cafe.

Returning Home

Returning home and being away from Peru hasn't exactly hit me yet. Although there are a lot of differences such as flushing the toilet paper in the toilet and not putting it in the trash can, I still can't get over that. It's a lot quieter, less dusty meaning I can walk around the house without shoes on which makes me very happy.

Leaving Peru has got to be one of the hardest things I have ever done. Although I know I will go back, it is still hard to be away, especially from Nestor. I am very thankful for today's technology of the internet and skype otherwise this long-distance would be much harder.

It has been great to be home. It's nice to be able to sleep in a soft, comfortable bed and to not wake up to the sounds of chickens. It's nice to be able to have all the right materials for baking and cooking and knowing I don't have to boil my water to make it clean. It's also nice to have my own transportation and not to rely on colectivos, micros, combis, taxis, etc. (Although I do like the public transportation despite the uncomfortableness of it at times, I do like driving my own car.)

I don't know why but I expected to feel different coming home, but so far, I haven't. I feel the same as before I left, apart from the sadness. Maybe I will feel something within time, but it doesn't feel like it so far. Everything just feels the same.

The only downside (apart from missing Peru) is searching for jobs. I don't like searching for jobs, applying, not getting responses, and waiting. Waiting. And more waiting. I want a job as soon as possible without going back to working at a restaurant. I would rather have a better job than that. I've had enough of Olive Garden. I would just also like a different experience. Which means I better get back to the job search.

Friday, May 11, 2012

Latin Music

If you know me, I love music. And I'm one of those people who can listen to a song or the same music over and over and over again without being sick of it, especially if I like the song a lot.

That's something Peruvian culture and I have in common. Peruvians don't seem to mind to listening to the same music over and over and over again. Whenever I've gone salsa dancing, I hear the same music. And this is over the past 9 months. Not just a couple months. 9 months.

My friend says I fit in here well since Peru and I have this similarity.

Over the course of my stay here, I've found Latin music that I love! And can't stop listening to. If I had a computer, I would have downloaded all of this music already and put it on my ipod, but alas it will have to wait until I get a new computer.

Michel Telo is a popular Brazilian singer here in South America (and in Spain too according to my friend!). His song "Ai Se Eu Te Pego"is really popular.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hcm55lU9knw&ob=av2n
I really like it and still haven't gotten sick of it, especially since I've heard a thousand times since December.

Another song I discovered recently is also from another Brazilian singer! His name is Gusttavo Lima (he is really cute too, by the way!). His song is called "Balada Boa." Can't.....stop.....listening....to....it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SYhF56heGxw&ob=av2n

I wouldn't have thought that I like music like this, but I do. It's a song from Daddy Yankee featuring Prince Royce. It's called "Ven Conmigo."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZEInlYjVFzk

I've discovered how much I like Shakira! Almost every song I hear from her now, I love. Especially now that I can understand her singing and lyrics much better (although it's still hard to understand her singing because she sings the words so fast).
"Addicted to You"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MntbN1DdEP0
"Antes De La Seis"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pm6IXg1oEL4&ob=av2e
"Sale el Sol"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mqqLoUcLX5I&feature=relmfu
As well as much more like "Loca" and "Rabiosa."

A duo that I found I like is called Jesse & Joy. I like their song "Corre." Although it is pretty sad.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P2hM9CLAMu4

Music makes me so happy. It's my addiction. :)



Wednesday, April 11, 2012

Health

I have been sick more in these past 9 months than I have ever been probably in my whole life. Well, maybe that's a bit of an exaggeration, but in such a short time, it's true.

I've gotten sick with stomach problems trying to adjust to the food, I've had numerous colds, etc. I even got such a bad cold, maybe it was the flu, because I had body aches and a high fever. After that, I had a lingering cough for two weeks, and at the end of those two weeks, ended up with tonsillitis.

But to be honest, those sicknesses were not as bad as this past Easter Sunday and Monday morning. The Thursday before, Nestor and I had gone to a seafood restaurant to have lunch. I was actually craving fish; I rarely do. So we had lunch and almost immediately after that my stomach wasn't too happy. Without going into details, it passed by evening, and I was thankful. Friday and Saturday passed without anything happening and I thought nothing of Thursday. Sunday came and I actually had breakfast. After that when Nestor and I headed to church, I started to feel nauseous. I just thought it was because sometimes I get nauseous in the morning and it would pass. By the time the service ended, it got a little stronger and my stomach started to hurt a little. I kept thinking that maybe it was in my mind. When they announced that there was cake and a potluck lunch, I felt repulsed by the idea of eating any of that. By the time I got lunch, I could barely eat. I steadily felt worse and worse. And by the time Nestor finished his cake, I told him that I wanted to go so I could lay down. I went to go lay down, and soon after that, the vomiting commenced. I was sick like that all night and couldn't keep anything down, not the electrolyte drink that I got, not the vomiting and pain medicine, nothing. In the morning, I was drained, not having slept all night. Nestor came over in the morning and seeing that I could barely stand insisted that I go to the doctor. The landlady at Nestor's house accompanied me to the doctor since Nestor had to go to work, which was awfully kind of her. Her friend, Arturo, drove us to the doctor and he even paid for part of my medical expenses. I had never even met him before. Such a kind guy. The doctor told me that had an E Coli infection and told me that I needed IV fluids for being so dehydrated and to inject some medicine so that I wouldn't throw that up too. I had to stay in the clinic for 3 more hours with an IV in my arm. I hate needles, and I had IV. So it was not fun. The nurse didn't do a very good job because it hurt a lot and now my arm is bruised. I'm feeling much better now and am just now able to eat almost normal food. I was on a diet of just crackers and gatorade for a couple days. Today I was able to eat bland rice and bland chicken. A little step up. I'm nervous to eat anything more than that.

So it's was an interesting end to Easter. Nestor has been sick too and still trying to get over his illness, poor guy. I hate that it's not easy for me to jump in a car and go see him to make sure he's okay. It really bothers me that I can't do that here. :( He'll be okay. At least his Aunt is taking care of him and he's not alone. I'm thankful for that.

Hopefully neither one of us will get sick anymore. I hope this last one was the last of it for me. I've never had stomach illnesses before. I'd prefer a cold over that any day.

Safety in Peru

Ever since arriving here in Peru, I have never had a problem with thieves nor have any of the other  volunteers since I have been here. But over the past four weeks there have been 3 incidents (2 with me!).

First of all, Nestor gave me a new phone. It's called RPM, and it was nicer and cheaper than my other phone, since I could virtually call him for free and send free texts to anyone. So I loved the phone. I was going to use my personal phone that I had bought for work, and the RPM phone for personal use. But I only had the RPM phone two weeks before I lost it. I don't know whether it was from pickpocketing or my phone just fell out of my pocket. But I was leaving an area of Trujillo called Laredo to head back to La Esperanza, and I had to take multiple modes of transportation since I wanted to be cheap and only pay 2 soles home versus 15 soles. I rode one combi (which is like a van), and I'm pretty sure I still had my phone after that. I had to get off that combi at some point, so I got off and got on the micro (bus) to get home. After I got off at my house, Nestor had told me to text him to let him know I got home safely. So I searched for my phone and couldn't find it. I immediately called my phone hoping it would pop up somewhere. Nothing. Then whoever had my phone kept ending my phone call. I called continuously and finally they turned off my phone. So I called Nestor, told him what happened, and apologized profusely. I felt horrible. I was so angry with myself for losing the phone so easily. He suspended the number quickly so the thief couldn't use the phone. I have never lost a phone like that in my life. But I guess there's a first for everything.

And surprise, surprise, I was actually starting to like Sudoku! I hated that game in high school and all throughout college, but I don't know what changed, but I was liking it more. I was actually sad that I wouldn't get to play it anymore.

The second incident with me came just two weeks later. I went to one of my favorite sandwich shops in downtown Trujillo for dinner (it was only 6:30 pm!) with Nestor. The restaurant was called San Augustin Jugueria. It's a small shop and it was crowded. So people are standing close. I had my money in one pocket, and my personal phone in my other pocket. There were two short women who cut in line in front of me, and that annoyed me to begin with. They wouldn't move to let me pass, and I couldn't understand what they were doing. They weren't ordering food, just looking around. I thought maybe they were trying to decide if they wanted to eat there, and then they just up and left. I was happy at first. Once I got closer to the register, I noticed that my pocket felt empty. So I put my hand in my pocket and guess what? They had pick-pocketed me! They took my vera bradley pouch and 200 soles ($70 worth). I was more mad about the pouch because I really liked it. And I was mad that I couldn't even feel it! I couldn't believe it.

The third incident happened a bit closer to home with another one of our volunteers. She was walking to the colegio with two other volunteers in the bright daylight (10:30 AM), and she was putting her camera away. She had been taking pictures along the way because it was her last week here in Horizon. Someone ran right up to her and ripped her camera off her wrist band and ran. She tried running with another volunteer after him, but the other volunteer told them to stop in case he had a gun. Of course she was very upset after this. I would be too! Both of mine were not as dramatic thankfully.

I was just surprised this last incident happened so close to Horizon and in the daylight. I am trying to be more careful with my things now. I thought I was before, but I'm going to be extra careful. I'm just thankful nothing worse has happened to anyone here. I don't feel unsafe, but I just feel the need to be a little more aware of my surroundings.

This is a picture of the street that we walk down to get to the colegio:

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Weddings in Peru


A week and a half ago I was able to attend the wedding of one of the missionaries from my church, Alleen and her fiancee Hermes. Alleen is from the States and Hermes is from here in Peru. It was a beautiful wedding and they both looked so happy. Here is the best pic I have of the happy newly weds:

I was interested in seeing if there would be any combination of the American wedding style and the Peruvian. I have already attended a Peruvian wedding in November with Nestor. The main differences I found from the American wedding and the Peruvian wedding is that the party goes all night long. For example, the wedding ceremony started at 7 and finished at 9 pm. We arrived at the reception around 9:30 and had to wait an hour for the bride and groom to arrive. Once they arrived we gave a toast to the bride and groom and they danced. Dinner was served soon afterwards, and then the dancing began. The bride did throw the bouquet just like in the States. Nestor and I ended up leaving that party at 2 am, because we were both tired. But the party was just beginning. Because as we were leaving we could see the clowns and men on stilts with long balloons getting ready to go out. Nestor told me the reception probably wouldn't end until 6 in the morning! How crazy! What a long day for the bride and groom. Another thing different is that there are no bridesmaids or groomsmen. 

In the wedding I went to on Saturday, there were bridesmaids and groomsmen. The rest of the ceremony was similar to wedding ceremonies in the States. After that we headed to the reception. The wedding was during the day so we had lunch at the reception. The reception was in a place where you would have never thought there was a beautiful garden! It was gorgeous. The reception was similar to that of the States except a majority of the music was salsa and cumbia. It was a good and pretty ceremony.

Here's a picture of Nestor and I. Nestor doesn't really like taking too many photos sadly. But he's a good sport for me. :) 


We had a good time, and I know that Alleen and Hermes did too. Congrats to the happy newleyweds!

Sunday, March 11, 2012

Puerto Chicama


Today being Nestor's only day off from work, we decided that this weekend we would visit a local beach called Chicama as a day trip. Yes, there is a local beach nearby called Huanchaco, but that beach is filled with rocks, so it makes it difficult to walk in the water or even on the beach. We had heard this beach had no rocks and was amazing. So we get on the bus at 9 am this morning for the two hour bus ride where we only have to pay 5.50 soles ($2.11) for one way. Very cheap!

My main purpose for coming to Chicama was to teach Nestor how to swim in the ocean. He knows how to swim. Don't worry about that. He just wasn't sure about the ocean, especially since the water moves. I ultimately want to get him to try surfing once, while I'm here. So I thought Chicama, with it's rockless beaches, would be the perfect place to start to learn how to swim in the ocean.

Upon arrival, this is our first view of the beach:


Very promising. It looks nice. The water is calm, the sand looks super soft, and there aren't many people, especially considering that today is Sunday, most people's day off. We immediately walk to the water to test it and see how cold it is. And for me, it's cold. I can't handle cold water very well, so I immediately am a bit disappointed. After this, we find a spot to lay down. Not one minute after getting comfortable, the wind blows (as it usually does at the beach). Remember how I said that the sand is super soft, meaning that it is fine? Well, this presents a problem. Every time the wind blows, sand comes with it. So I was trying to talk to Nestor once, and sand was blown in my mouth. Not what I was expecting. We tried to build a little wall to protect us from the sand, but that didn't help at all. After laying there for an hour, we decide to get in the water to rinse off and try swimming. Nestor jumps right in, but me, I struggle to overcome the coldness of the water. Every time it splashed me I would give out a little scream of surprise. After a few minutes, I got used to it more or less (although my skin was covered in goose bumps). We got out of the water and left the beach to find a bathroom to rinse off.

This is what we found upon exiting:


Seems nice right? Well, see that man sitting in the door? He charges you money as you enter. 30 centimos (12 cents) to use the bathroom without toilet paper, 50 centimos with toilet paper (19 cents), and 1 sol to take a shower (38 cents). It's not much money, I know, but still, to charge to use the bathroom? I've never heard of it.

Overall, it was a good day, and it  was nice to get out of Trujillo, even if it was just for a few hours. It was nice to explore somewhere new where neither one of us had been. We both didn't know what to expect. We were disappointed that the beach wasn't as nice as we thought with all of the sand, but it was nice to be able to spend the day together.




Thursday, March 8, 2012

Growth

Coming to Peru has definitely been a learning and growing experience. Before arriving, I thought I would have a hard time being away from home, my family, and my friends. But this hasn't been the case. Although I do miss home and my family and friends, this hasn't been the hardest thing about being here at all. I arrived here as volunteer of this organization and will leave the organziation as Director. Whoa. So how did I go from volunteer to Director?? I'm not sure to be honest.

The first four months I was here (August to December), I was a volunteer. Nothing more. Although in the beginning of December, Luz and Manual approached me with the idea of being the program coordinator. I knew I didn't fit some of the qualifications that they were looking for, but they preferred that I be the program coordinator since I knew the area really well, how things work here in the organization and in Peru, and that my  spanish was improving so I would be able to communicate with the community. So I accepted although I was a little wary about if I was the right fit. I tried my best, although looking back there were plenty of things I could have done better. But that's always the case. Plus, I don't have experience in this and I am learning. Taking on this job has caused me to stop teaching. I do miss it, and I realize that maybe I would like to continue with it. But that's a whole different kind of post. I was program coordinator from January to February.

Now beginning in March, I have the prestigious title of Director. Haha. Now, we have a new program coordinator who is more fit for this role of program coordinator than I was. She has great experience, and although she's only been here a full week and a half, she's done an amazing job. Better than what I could have ever done. I'm learning a lot from her. We're working together to help improve the organizatoin and prevent any more problems from arising. This title comes with a lot more responsibilities, and I'm going to try to do my best. Although I still don't feel like I'm the perfect person for the job, I'm going to try my best. I want things to get better. I should be director from March until August, the date that I am to leave the organization. After August, the new program coordinator will assume the role of director and they will hire a new program coordinator.

This job has been tough for me as it has put me far out of my comfort zone than I think I would have originally thought to go. I'm still learning so much about myself, about this job, about Peru, about what God has to show me, etc. I'm learning more about my capabilities as a person and my weaknesses. Things that I thought I knew about myself have been reaffirmed. Just in general it's a learning and growing process. I hope to improve myself and help improve an organization while helping others.

Here's a picture of some the kids that we teach:

This was taken around Christmas time. We had one of our volunteers dress up as Santa Claus and we went to a local colegio of special needs children and sang a Christmas song in English. The kids loved it.

More posts to come!

(P.S.- I have another blog at http://www.erinmcgill.tumblr.com/ that I have kept for two years, but lately I have had trouble uploading pictures, so I decided to switch blogs so I can post pictures again.)